Monthly Archives: December 2013

Cleared for Egg Thaw

I walked into the local monitoring clinic this morning and realized that the last time I was there was during beta hell almost a year ago choking back tears when the local RE came out to give me a hug. … Continue reading

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Feeling like a Failure at Everything

I feel like I am failing at everything I touch the past few years. You all know about the infertility and cycle failures so I don’t need to elaborate about that in this post. I was laid off a year … Continue reading

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Infertility Amnesia- Fact or Fiction?

This post may be controversial but I just have to write it.  I’ve met a lot of women over the past 3.5 years while we’ve been trying to have a baby. A lot of those women eventually went on to … Continue reading

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Questioning Myself

I’m feeling a bit uneasy with my decision not to tell my family we are cycling. My family is literally just my parents and sister. My sister just called to say hello. She lives about one and half hours away. … Continue reading

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Random stuff

I don’t have a story to tell today. It’s snowing outside again so I’m not going outside unless I have to. I guess I will have to shovel later though since DH is stuck at work for the indefinite future. … Continue reading

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Waiting for the Rain to Stop

I’m going to tell the story of our wedding weekend because the name of my blog originates from there. DH and I love the beach and wanted have our reception somewhere on the ocean.  We picked a quaint seaside town overlooking the … Continue reading

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Unintended consequences

It’s been a strange few years for DH and I.  I guess I had led a sheltered life before and never knew how so many things could coincide at the same time and make your world come crashing down. Now, … Continue reading

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