Monthly Archives: January 2014

A Special Place In Hell

Being infertile is a lot like being stuck in Dante’s Inferno and the Circles of Hell. Not all infertiles are alike and how deep into the abyss they will travel is drastically different.  I’ve been here for a long while, … Continue reading

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Miscarriage Confirmed

I went for a beta this morning as my intuition was telling me to. Beta only rose to 155. Another early miscarriage. Instructions are to stop meds.. I did talk to my doctor but I can’t write today. Maybe tomorrow….

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I Know It’s Over…

I can’t believe I’m going to be a three-time donor egg loser. Unfortunately I know it’s DH’s sperm and there’s nothing I can do.  I found out that someone else who used our donor had stellar “A” embryos on Day 3. … Continue reading

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Getting Antsy…

I’ll admit I’m getting antsy waiting until Wednesday for the next beta. It is very hard to not know what is happening inside your own body. Part of me wants to just show up for more bloodwork tomorrow. The other … Continue reading

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More Beta Drama and No End in Sight…

The fight continues. Beta #2 came in at 116.4.  It’s up from 46.9 and the betas were drawn 72 hours apart. The doubling time is 54 hours. It’s well within the “normal” doubling limit of 48-72 hours. It’s much better … Continue reading

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No 2nd Beta Today

We were expecting a big snow storm late yesterday afternoon into this morning so the local clinic called yesterday to move any non-emergency bloodwork etc. to tomorrow. I honestly didn’t care as I had already emailed the nurse asking if … Continue reading

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Deja Vu… Beta Is In

The beta came in at 46.9. Today is 9dp5dt. Last time, my beta was 54.3 at this same measuring point. Last time it never doubled properly and was termed a “biochemical pregnancy”. The pee stick was much darker this morning … Continue reading

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